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Tuesday, June 21, 2011 @10:57 PM

I can't trust anyone. And sometimes it hurts.

It's by part the fault of a world that has dished disappointment and regret on every opportunity, but mostly a pathological, psychological disorder of mine, I guess.

Sometimes I try. I've tried to believe in the best, believe that the world is a nice place, believe in the people that can make a difference.

But I cannot.

Doubt creeps like a virus, feeding on the fertile plains of happiness, leaving in its wake naught but scorched earth, after which it grips my heart, hurtfully squeezing out the words:

"I cannot trust."

I've already lost so much, but I cannot.


..whoever's this heart is to break. Is one f**king lucky bitch.

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Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.


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&Learn French and Latin.
&Learn Woodcarving.
&Learn Scot/Rus/Afr Accents.
&Learn all of Dearly Beloved.
&Play Assassin's Creed Series.
&Watch Howl's Moving Castle.
&Watch Dr Who/Sherlock.
&Watch Supernatural.
&Go on a Cruise.
&Grow Roses.
&Love.

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