Tuesday, June 21, 2011 @10:57 PM
I can't trust anyone. And sometimes it hurts.
It's by part the fault of a world that has dished disappointment and regret on every opportunity, but mostly a pathological, psychological disorder of mine, I guess.
Sometimes I try. I've tried to believe in the best, believe that the world is a nice place, believe in the people that can make a difference.
But I cannot.
Doubt creeps like a virus, feeding on the fertile plains of happiness, leaving in its wake naught but scorched earth, after which it grips my heart, hurtfully squeezing out the words:
"
I cannot trust."
I've already lost so much, but I
cannot.
..whoever's this heart is to break. Is one f**king lucky bitch.