The kind of videos that make you fall in love with a video game all over again.

Okay anyway! Yesterday was the Great Class Gathering Thing. Well, can't really call it that because I doubt even half the class attended, each to their own reason. Well there isn't a lot to say here; those who came should know enough, those who didn't probably don't want to. But let's just say that there was wine and pizza, the former of which I think made me a very terrible host. Ugh! When you're a bit tipsy you don't exactly think a lot, y'know. So to the people I perhaps didn't talk or pay attention to I sincerely apologize for being a terrible host! D:

But besides that there was a ton of things to do; Mahjong, DDR, Rabbids, Halo and all that stuff. A word of gratitude to those who stayed over, normal nights are far too boring! So thanks for warming up the wooden floor, drooling on the couches and wasting electricity bills on mindlessly violent games! But really, your company is much appreciated. (:

As in, really, its a new experience. Its like when you're dozing off in this room, then you suddenly remember that your friends are just a door away (yes, I could hear you through the wall). Its just so strange and dream-like, but its really awesome, so I thank you guys for it. And also I've never really stayed up so late before, as in, past 1. This morning I smelled the scent of the morning dew, the fresh air, and it really brings everything back from my primary school days. This one really, thank you.

I did come to realize a few things over this thingy, one is how rather important sleep happens to be, two being how terribly rusty my electric guitar strings have gotten, three as to my actual capacity for liquor, and the last being how terribly immoral I am.

Temporarily kicking aside the moral objectivist Joel and the ever-saintly Shao Tong, I find I've been misbehaving quite a fair bit recently. Intentionally meaning to miss appointments and meetings, without giving half a damn about the consequences, or more importantly, the obligations. Perhaps my hedonistic, Bunburyist nature (no alternative meaning intended) serves as a contrast; a balance to such people mentioned beforehand, an equilibrium I'd largely prefer to see as my duty to uphold.

But it is strange, how one can understand a viewpoint, comprehend a dilemma exactly, as well as grasp the obligations of given person and resulting emotional dilemma, and yet not be able to. I dunno, feel it and put it to practice? Oh well, but that's just me. Sometimes the understanding of circumstance turns out to be a double-edged sword; makes far too much room for metaphysical speculation.

I think I'm well on my way to diabetes, seriously. Blurred vision, nausea, all kinds of weird things happening. Maybe I really need to go on an anti-glucose spree sometime. But knowing me, such a thing probably won't last too long? Help!

Before I end off, to quote!

Joel to Kuss: Okay, to help you make up your mind whether you're going (for CCA) or not. I'm going to shit!


As Time claws on my flesh, and gnaws on my bone.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.