if you're neither a friend nor a foe,
not a stranger on a street nor
someone i barely know,
then.

and the voice in my head yells 'Just Do It."
and the thought of tomorrow serves to revive,
but the words disappear before they arrive when
i see thirteen months in between.

skip the decor, why waste time with words when
my eyes mirror all that i feel.
to light up our faces and bleach our teeth white,
when we have a world to conceal.

remember the day you told me you thought twice,
and decided to cherish me so.
now tell me the difficulty of doing it again
if your heart yells out loudly, "Let's Go".

if you're happy that's fine,
boot me out of your mind,
but one 'Happiness' kept at what cost?


P.S. Yes, the identity of the "you" is secret. Even though this person doesn't read this blog. Blogs are for expression of thought after all, and all of this is what I think. So.

I'm really tired.

I need sleep.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.