Yay, and that was the firstest day of school. But first I will refuse to give any excuses for my inactivity besides mahjong and a dream.

Okie dokie, today went kinda smoothly, had headmistresses' principal's speech, and I really like the video because it was so nice. It was like, realizations in so few words. Not clear at the moment but, heck.

Was kinda cool to see everyone again, with their new haircuts and clearly more pimple-y faces. Our form teacher is brilliant, Mrs Tan Mui Hong is simply hilarious. She completely took the spotlight from our class joker.

Fingers are so sore from playing guitar for the first time in months. Losing faith in RIGE, because half the time the whole section doesn't turn up for practice anyway, and even if they do they can't even get past half a page. Its so bleeding frustrating seeing Gaspar as the section leader. Especially when I'm the only one there. Its like going to a meeting without notes or PPT slides, but having to present to a board of directors anyway. And with SYF nearing.

Going to play The Sims 2 later. That's the reason I'm Busy of unresponsive most of the time. Its such a fun game! With expansion packs, or maybe it works without, you can actually go out of your house. Shopping or to a community garden thing. So cool right! More things to set fire too. Oh, and my sim is an educator who traps other sims in his attic and waits for them to starve to death makes uber cleaning robots.

Dunno why people feel like killing themselves. Its so weird. Maybe its just me, but just killing oneself is meaningless. Silently drowning yourself someplace or jumping off some foreign building. The words of a dying breath are worth so much more than anything we can achieve alive.

If you are truly well, mind me not,
for I will be content as the sufferer.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.