Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @9:16 PM
Today's been a very busy day. Why? Besides the normal schoolwork and completely chaotic subjects, especially Biology and Social Studies, which I have not been able to copy notes for, after school's been a bitch.
Well there are three things which I had to choose from today.
1. AEP, which I had already missed last week,
2. Talenttime preparations for this Friday and
3. Help out fellow guitar section leaders with SYF song.
Every choice had its nice parts and bad parts, the first was utterly boring and I didn't do any work beforehand so it wouldn't be nice to walk in empty-handed, but on the other hand I would get a certain AEP teacher really, really angry. Second was kinda troublesome and wouldn't have been really productive anyway, but it was to be finished on Friday so it was rushed. Third made me kinda doubt the practicality of it all, but it was, by far, the potentially funnest option and the best choice.
So I spent a long time after school running about, giving reasons and excuses interchangeably while visiting all over the campus/looking for my guitar, somehow unfortunately/fortunately running into an unusually large amount of people from the first two choices, with me stuttering quick, conflicting reasons while I pulled myself in an opposite direction.
So eventually I sat down at a canteen table far from the design center and the SR Block, whipped out my guitar and tried playing the second, elusive SYF guitar ensemble song, Scherzino Mexicano with The Tan Wei Xuan and Niccol. Quite devastating results, but perhaps enough to get through the streaming, also this Friday.
I can SCREAM with the stress I'm under. And I'm seriously physically and mentally exhausted also! I haven't been sleeping well for the past few nights. On Sunday night I dreamt of a gravestone. Then Monday came the horrifying announcement. And I'm like, what the tak. Its a lot of psychological stress for me you know.
Okay then I also believe that one's sleeping position really tells us about the person's true nature. Yes another theory. *groans from readers*
Basically if you observe a person just before that person falls asleep. Especially when cannot fall asleep. If he moves his pillow and slumps on or adjusts his plushies, it means he likes to change situations to fit his own desires and preferences. If he twists and turns, constantly shifting in his bed while the accessories remain unmodified, it means he has to adjust to situations and has to find a position he's comfortable in before he can rest. If he falls asleep easily it either means that he just takes what he has and doesn't complain, or he's sleepy.
Something like that lah, also because one doesn't really bother to hide his nature when he's about to sleep. It is only during the most vulnerable moments can you see who a person really is.
OH. Depending on the circumstance, I may or may not be going for the final guitar practice before the SYF profiling. If Talenttime allows me to, I will obtain an excuse with which I can get work/stress/poke myself to death but in a more colorful method. Literal. We might be painting.
*screams*