Okay first of all, I would like to quote our dear Deputy Headmaster in today's morning assembly when he mentioned igniting the "fire in our bellies". As always, the cynical voice at the back of my head was scoffing away, having just read the article about a certain incident with a certain MP. Its not everyday a 70 year old man pours paint thinner on your local MP and sets him on fire, after all.

I would've gone for guitar practice, and I swear as I sat in the library waiting for my mom's car I was really wanting to go to the guitar room a few steps away. But cannot lah. Supposed to see doctor. What to do. But really, sometimes guitar practices are pointless and its sincerely sickening.

Apparently they are filming a film on the Picture of Dorian Gray (thanks Richard for pointing it out) which I am really looking forward too. Its been my favorite book for many years, and personally I think its a model book, perhaps because of its inclusion of a tryst with the devil both within and without. Its so. Refreshing! Its brilliant. Pure brilliance. I personally don't read books, I'm allergic to old paper, but this is one book I am willing to sneeze my nose off for.

This song is from Orisinal, its called Children of Beslan by Steven Cravis from the Orisinal game High Delivery, and yes, I stumbled upon it while looking for another song. Which isn't on YouTube. Sadly. I should make one. Someone help me film pl0x.



Which reminds me, I forgot to bring my diary to school today so I can't remember what I wanted to type about since the day. And quotes. UGH.

But it does not matter. I have gotten myself an MC excusing myself from PE for a week as well as a ton of medicine I'm supposed to consume by the end of five weeks or something. So I shall bring my guitar tomorrow due to the free period adjacent to the recess adjacent to PE.

Ah yes, and I think nuclear explosions are cool. Reminded of them during Chemistry lesson, I think. I still remember some time ago Mr Law was explaining it then moments before he touched on it my mind clicked and I was like. Temperature = devastatingly hot. Hot air rises. Reach top and cool down and sink outwards. Mushroom cloud. KEWL. And to this day, I still find it interesting.

I am sincerely starting to loathe everyday life. Its so. Boring. And time-wasting. If there's one thing I hate about some things in life, its that its time-wasting. Like guitar sectionals. Like some lessons. Like being forced to stay back for no reason. If there's nothing to do then just let us off lah. We have better things to do than stay there and twiddle our fingers and count our toes.

Call it music therapy if you will, listening to some of it makes me feel so. I can't find the word for it. Ahh yes.

Sepia.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.