Courtesy of Richard.

It took some time to realize, but it just occurred to me,
That what we have is what we choose to see.

First of all, I would like to offer my condolences to the families of the two members of the Rafflesian family who had left us. I hope they find the moral courage to live on, regardless of their terrible, tragic loss. No parent should be allowed to suffer such a loss.

I dedicate a day of silence on this blog to them.

But putting that aside, I just had three intensive hours of Mahjong yesterday, leaving me terribly drained. I was doing okay, winning until the very last part. Which was. Horrible. *shivers*

Now an advertisment for Dilmah, Ceylon's finest tea. Its quite good.

Dad: And how's your fish- OH MY GOD. They're still alive! Dear, dear, come look (beckons mother) his fish are still alive! Wah, very good leh!
Me: ..

I have concluded that saga seeds can't really germinate readily, so I plopped a few into my fish tank, that was before I came across a rare website which says I need to boil the seeds for a minute or two before germination can occur. Oh well.

I will never understand your silence.

Sometimes I find myself just staring at the screen, thinking of what to say.

I cannot stop thinking about you,
and because of that you may never love me.

For a year ago,

I swear I will wait forever.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.