every beat of my heart

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @6:58 PM

Before I begin, a few quotes from today.

"..when I ask you all to go 'pee pee' ah" -Jiheng, on dynamics of RIGE. (Childish, I know)

Mrs Elizabeth Foo walks past.
Me: Hello Mrs (muffled)Tan..
Mrs Foo walks off coldly.
WX: Eh, isn't she Mrs Elizabeth Foo? Joel Foo's mother?
Me: YES I KNOW I FORGOT HER NAME. ARGH. Tomorrow got Chem! She's going to kill me!
WX: Eh, isn't she your Bio teacher?
short pause.
Me: OH YEAH..
another short pause.
Me: BUT TOMORROW GOT BIO ALSO.

I swear, it was unintentional.

And so I was just thinking. They always say curiosity kills the cat. But after all, cats do have nine lives. Then what? I say;

Curiosity begins a story; Understanding moves it along; and Acceptance concludes it.

I was young but I wasn't naive.
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave,
and still I have the pain I have to carry,
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried.

I would fall asleep,
only in hopes of dreaming that
everything would be like is was before.
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting,
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor;

..when my love for you was blind,

..that I loved you more than you'll ever know.
A part of me died when I let you go.

I have never regretted anything I did

with you.