every beat of my heart

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @4:13 PM

始める前に.

Doesn't everyone love Raving Rabbids? (almost everyone.)

I. Had a terrible dream last night. Well it wasn't that short, but the worst part was also the one that left me shaken. Was eating a bowl of noodles or rice or cheng tng like white things or whatever it was, then after eating almost the whole bowl, I found a bright (very bright) green caterpillar. At the bottom. Immediately, of course, I was like OMGWTFBBQ but then. I used the spoon to poke it. It was freaking SQUISHY. LIKE SERIOUSLY. WHUT THE HELL.

So basically that scene traumatized me for the rest of the night, appearing constantly in my the dreams that followed that were fuzzy compared to that particular moment. And when I got up I ran to the toilet and puked. Really badly.

Still can't get that image out of my mind.. *shivers*

Moving on..

Okiesh, didn't do too badly for my papers I guess. But Maths Paper 2 was kinda disappointing. Expected to do a little bit better than Paper 1 (which I got 54/60 for)(disappointing too), but the results were far from satisfactory. Ah well!

Anyway. Last night something totally creepy happened. Yes, before the. *shudders* dream. Uh. Late night shower, then after that I put on my clothes and brushed my teeth and then looked into the mirror. I grinned, he grinned. Then I suddenly felt like the person in the mirror wasn't me. Seriously. I stopped smiling, and he stopped smiling. He even looked a bit angry. Then he stared at me with his reddened eyes and reached to the mirror.

At that moment I plucked my own hand off the glass and dashed straight for the door. I didn't want to spend any more time alone in a room with whoever it was over there. I leapt onto the bed and covered myself in a blanket.

Argh, why leh. Its super creepy. It was like, late at night with no one around. This person in the mirror was a different person. Not you, but a completely different individual. Someone you don't know, staring straight at you, just inches away. Alone in a locked room. Goodness its terrifying..

Ah. I'm quite angry with someone in class right now for not much of an apparent reason besides his constant pangseh-ing-friends-isn't-really-that-significant attitude and, to a certain extent, self-centeredness. Heck, I don't really care, just wanted to get that off my chest, as well as proclaim that one determines one's own fate, whatever it is, I ain't gonna do anything.

Whoppah, I shall now go and indulge myself once more in the fantastical, sadistic world of Overlord where killing innocent civilians is your job. Or at least the way I play it, it is.

How strange.

Really seems I no longer have any impression of what warmth feels like.

Hmm.