Before I begin.



So cool right! I wan try and learn. But dunno where and dunno how. Ah sian. Oh and I thought of a thoughtful sentence thing.

In finding the perfect love, most find just its perfect definition.

Today is like, some super wet day. Had swimming then thunderstorm later, and also had a water bottle fight thingum which 1. extended to the corridor and 2. involved some teachers such as NKY. 'Twas a fight I fervently participated in. Whoop

Ah I suck at piano! Sian. Just think of me playing piano as. HUANG playing computer games or Wesley Aw Ming Suan watching *censored*. Top secret, cannot afford to be caught and I try to when no one's around. Up till my mom's birthday at least, coz I'm practicing Zanarkand to play then. 22nd of October.

Once again, strongly against mugging. Only going to do a little revision tomorrow afternoon after dinner or something. Yeah I don't really care.

Heck, nowadays I'm feeling very terrible. For one, I keep coughing (unintentionally) and I keep pseudo-vomiting. Its like having something come up your throat but nothing does. Like if you put your finger down your throat or something. And occassional chest pains. Plus the terrible headaches and tiredness. Don't know why.

And nowadays I'm getting terribly forgetful, and I think I know why. Constantly living in a dream world, in my imaginations, memories and fantasies, to the extent I really don't know where I am half the time, and reality is as unimportant as a passing storyline, a fleeting idea, nothing more.

Forgive, but never forget.
Think back, but never regret.
I wish for nothing but forgiveness-

That which I may never.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.