Before I begin!



Oh come on, you have to admit that his dancing is brilliant. Yes, somehow linked from the Numa Numa guy in my previous post. I love this song. I will loop it.

Apparently today's my mom's birthday. So strange, since some time ago I've always thought it was the 22nd. But this does not bode well for me, because I haven't fully learnt Zanarkand, but its okay. Only reason I'm playing a piece as a present is coz I'm too lazy to go out and buy one. (sheepish grin)

Ugh, have to try updating my deviantart. In case any of you don't know, its at azazelix.deviantart.com, so please go there and comment slash criticize. I'm drawing the Scorpio related thing now, considering doing an entire series of astrology signs. Whoop.

(yes, screw bio, and screw lit.)

Have you seen your parents recently? I mean, seriously. When was the last time they said anything nice to each other, or did anything affectionate. I know this is a disturbing topic, so I shall diverge from it. Y'see, the society and its. "Advancement". It steals the feelings away from people. As people grow and as they are forced into more pressured and fast-paced circumstances, people really lose sight of what is most important in life.

Refer a typical dysfunctional family where the parents are arguing all day long and the child is a pitiful victim. Surely even them used to be what, the most innocent of lovers. They used to be just like us, teenagers and, perhaps, even more loving ones at that. And what made them change into such people?

"I'm the breadwinner of the family. You listen to me!" "You don't make enough money to support our family! I've had enough!" "How many times do you have to sacrifice the family for your business dealings?"

See, it doesn't make sense why people have to suffer due to all this. At the end of the day, when they lie on their deathbed, they'll regret everything they didn't do. They're gonna wonder why their life turned out so darn wrong, and they won't know why. We're gonna wonder, and we won't know why. The reason's simple.

This society. Is changing people. Gradually chilling their hearts from what innocence there was.

That's why I don't really support globalization. Globalization means bigger playing field. Bigger playing field means more players. More players means more competition. More competition means more pressure. And more pressure means desensitization to emotion.

Now, wouldn't it be so much better if everyone just lived in their little worlds? Well, not completely alone, but a bunch at most. There'll be no pressure, no stress. Sure there'll be no advancement, but there are more important things in life. 'Sides, advancement can always be small scale, one step at a time, one person at a time.

Maybe now you can understand my anti-establishment stand better now. Nothing I do is without justified reason.

Let's do away with society.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.