every beat of my heart

Sunday, September 7, 2008 @8:59 PM

You grieve, you learn. You choke, you learn
You laugh, you learn. You choose, you learn
You pray, you learn. You ask, you learn
You live, you learn.

Before I start the post, I shall reply to Chia. The pause button is on the left what! I find it irritating too, but I can't be bothered to find the exact code in the multitude of words in the Template thingy. But till the time I'm bored enough to actually look for it, pause! That's what I always do. o.O And yes, gray and orange. Bag perhaps?

Anyway. Today is the last day of the holidays. Even though DMP is just a week away, I can't help but feel.

DESPERATE. SHIT. HAVEN'T STARTED ON HOMEWORK.

Besides that, yeah, quite sad. Didn't really make use of the holidays. As well as kinda excited and looking forward to going to school and seeing you people. Coz it gets very, very, very boring at home.

I was considering, after making the ship. I can perhaps, put it on the pond outside my home. And then like, dock it or something. Either that or. I dump an ant colony inside, set sail to the middle of the body of water with a lighted match tied to the mast. And watch a smaller example of the Battle of Red Cliff. Or Titanic. *is obsessed with fire*

But really, the ship is going to be more than 40 centimeters long. So yeah, don't know what to do with i-OH. Birthday presents! *claps*

Sigh.

I feel so. Lonely. But I guess, being a Scorpio. Its a trait to feel more drastically than others, and its a duty to mask it.

I really don't know what to do now. Where to go. I feel so lost. But.

Now is not the time.