Sunday, September 7, 2008 @11:04 AM
Today is. A new day! I still feel a little bit vomitish and giddy but at least there's not the nauseating scent of thick perfume dripping off the mask of makeup powder my tuition teacher commonly dons. Remind you of someone?
Not to mention I have almost completely lost interest in the mini-ship I am building. At the moment half of the hull looks in pretty good shape but then, as my AEP work, my short interest spans and sudden interest loss forces me to reserve another spot in the graveyard of half-done-things. Along with my still broken Zakum and unvarnished Aztec pyramid.
Man, I really have to force myself to finish something. Even as a kid, I'd staple large stacks of paper together and try and make books? Half the time I lost interest after drawing two pages. The only two books I finished was my very first (and one of the two I ever completed, the other being an RE project displayed publicly) comic book which featured. V-Man I think. Irony how I am obsessed with a similar counterpart years later. I vaguely remember dinosaurs from when I recently dug it out from under my bed, along with a cat skull and a bottle of Vaseline.
Oh, and the other book was a storybook about Atlantis. Handwritten page by page. The cover was pretty and had the drawing of this big green diamond which was essentially the main plot. I sold the comic for fifty cents to a friend and felt too attached to the latter.
BUT BACK TO THE POINT. I must do something! Without motivation, I'm usually losing interest in any project at all, most frustrating being that I'm usually very close to completing it. Even though I'm usually terribly enthusiastic (to the extent of scurrying all over the house to look for things) at the start. Like when I run! Sprint, stop. Sprint, stop. That's how I failed 2.4 last year.
Ah, and let us commemorate yesterday, as HUANG passionately pointed out, as the sixth of September, more commonly known as 6/9. Which, if I'm not wrong, is someone's birthday. *checks* Happy Belated Birthday Ang Shao Wei!
Which reminds me, I will do a picture post the moment (if ever) I manage to get the camera back from my mom. I'm quite confident she will think twice. And yes, the pictures of Mush being raped are still there.
Hmm, I commonly associate colors with things. We probably all do to a certain extent, but I associate colors with people. Hah! Like I recently saw a darker variety of hot pink and Ry came to mind. Just last night I saw some person wearing gray and orange and I thought he was Chia. Those were more recent examples, but this association has resulted in my foolish "whups wrong person" things when I'm not fully awake multiple times.
Oh! Besides the fact that my dad is gonna buy an archery set from my cousin at a cheaper price (yipee!), like, the bow and arrow and stuff. I'm going for a holiday at the end of the year. Hokkaido if I'm not wrong. I will post the date and time and cost another day, but if any of you (I do mean any of you) are interested, just call me (97646167)(spam if you like, company's welcome) and we can arrange with the other two families going too.
Then again, as long as you're free during the holidays and aren't going anywhere, and feel that my company is better than staring at the computer screen for hours on end, I insist that you call me. Or I will manually start inviting.
Oh dear, still feel a bit tipsy now. I swear I'd walk straight into a wall later today. Urk, but for a change, there isn't a care nor depression in my mind for now, so it is justifiable.
I need more wine.