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I'll just write here because I don't want to post a second time.



I feel like I'm falling into darkness, but there's a face there that gives me hope.

I'm letting down all my defences and I'm gonna reach for that light.

I'm not caring if the rest of my life crumbles beside me.

Coz I've never stopped missing you.

Will you pull back now?


Original post:

Remember remember the ninth of September.



Hmm, today's Bio lesson was one of the more interesting periods. To quote a certain part:

Kai Yong: Pei Yi, that is this part of the heart called? *points at right ventricle*
Pei Yi: Uh.. stomata.

Seeing his bewildered and confused reaction to the question, I can infer that it was an honest mistake, and that we must understand and move on. (familiar?)

Besides that part, there was the wild laughter at the supposed proof that those things in the cross section diagram in the Bio CCT were ribs. Also featuring an erectus spinae and the mention of "that is the largest and most organ-equipped dick I have ever seen" somewhere.

Anyway, the next part was the Assembly period. The American Guiness World Record breaking guy. Honestly, I think he's really good. Inspirational and motivational. 'Twas a good speech, ignoring a certain nearby discussion regarding certain stuff from who knows where.

Why is it that everything I do. I have to calculate everything. The chances. The probability. The risk of success. Everything has to be considered and contended with. My life is so much like a game of chess. I predict the situation, and act accordingly. I consider my best bet and weigh the scales.

Likewise, should something screw up, I would probably be caught completely off guard most of the time, as can be seen in a few of my more widely broadcasted and blogged mistakes, but the natural horoscopic ability to impromptu a makeshift solution, basically regenerate, instantly bounce back from a folly, does account for some credit.

I think its my nature not to take an interest in schoolwork, its just the way I am no matter how anyone argues. I have strong urges and interest sprees that disallow me from anything constant. Sure, if you ask me about schoolwork I can't care less, but if you ask me about something I'm interested in. Say "irrelevant" things like the Romance of the Three Kingdoms. Aztec history. Gaming tips. Handicraft and drawing. Guitar techniques. I'm sure I'll have a lot to say.

You don't look back.

I have come to the conclusion that astrology is rather accurate to a certain extent. Like, really lah! One example being the Scorpios, which are more renowned for being "the most sexually active sign", basically. See lor! We have Chia (DON'T DENY), we have HUANG (who conveniently came up with sexual terms starting with specified letters that no one else could think of), and perhaps Guan Wei (who was very renowned for certain actions during the Q years). A HA. ALL PERVERTS!

Would also like to wish Alexis (8/9) and Jech (9/9) a Happy Birthday.

Thought about it, really. Realized that things have grown too complicated to recreate a duplicate of the heaven past. But hey, I don't care. The two people who did everything back then haven't changed. And I-

Urk, I really don't know lah, and I don't care.

Is it so wrong to want someone's company so much that prescence and eye contact would suffice, and renewed friendship would be a joy?

Don't know. Guess it is.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.