Ignoring, for now, the fact that I have to rush from f___ing later (ends at 7:30) to the RV concert (starts at 7:30).

And ignoring, for now, the fact that my ant nest is now covered with a thick layer of baby powder due to evil actions by a certain sibling.

"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'." ~ Chris Rock, referred to by HUANG Yiheng.

"I will now damage the atmosphere! (repeatedly jabs LJS plastic plate with plastic fork) RELEASE CFCS!" -Anderson.

Today was quite evil. Brought my sword to school for Daron Tan's group and their lit parody but the rest of the class took it and played with it. I don't like. Especially when 1. the blade of that very sword saved my life and 2. an object of the same type almost killed me (and left a scar). So I left it to Anderson to take home! Where NO ONE CAN TOUCH IT. (I hope.)

Chemistry is FUN! Although I think I'm really falling behind in terms of memorizing stuff, I suddenly have the inspiration to read up and improve. Mr Jason Tan is a really good teacher!

House Meeting 3 was quite screwed up. Although, favorably, it ended 20 minutes before its time, it was really very screwed up. The first video they showed, about how failure is the mother of success. The voice inside my head was mocking with something along the lines of "EXCUSES." This house meeting didn't really leave an impact on me, I guess all we can hope for is we'll do better next year.

Hopefully I can be one of the Exco despite me not attending that briefing that took a long time. And maybe even though I haven't played Table Tennis for months, I can hold my stand in the Inter-House competitions coming soon!

PSL applications is very BIASED. From what I know, HUANG Yiheng, Chia and SZ were not selected, and I'm pretty sure other people like Guan weren't either. Evidently it is an anti-Scorpian mutiny. Considering whether or not to appeal against this complete discrimination against a certain group of people.

I might change back to the white color blogskin (if I can find it) for it is much more convenient to put smileys there that look nice. Compared to (:D) here where the D looks queer.



As much as I miss the old days, I think its about time I started moving on. Or at least not let this completely overcome me. Sure, it would be really, really nice if everything somehow miraculously cleared up and stuff but. Its just difficult to cling on to hope of resurrection for so long. Even though it would be. Nice.

But I will do nothing more. If you will spare me not even the simplest, slightest piece of information, then there is nothing I can do. But in any case, just know that no matter where I look, or what I do, deep inside I'll secretly be waiting just a little bit for a sign, any clear sign.

And who knows, this may just be the end.

So I'll bid a maybe-goodbye, dear friend.

If so, I hope one day we'll see each other again.

And look at each other and smile.


(Oh, and guess where I ate dessert for the first time that fateful, memorable Saturday afternoon way back when.)

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.