Let us, for now, ignore the happenings today involving me unknowingly wearing a semi-transparent long sleeve cotton WHITE shirt to school this MUFTI day.

And let us, for now, ignore the doctor's prescription of many a medicine and a month-long excuse from exercise.

Now that I have had the chance to observe players of the mystical game console commonly known as the Wii, I have concluded that its makers are relatively perverse. Or maybe its just the game. In which case I have recorded a minute or two of the gameplay visual from a distant point of view. *evil laugh*

A 10-day long holiday is now in progression due to many an event happening during these 5 schooldays that the staff have so generously filled with awaiting assignments.

I have to watch this movie named Johnny Mnemonic for RE! Haven't watched it yet. Intending to perhaps on Saturday. Because. Therefore I should. Finished watching the Hulk which is with who-knows-who at the moment. Suwe you still owe me Shutter and eight episodes worth of Friends!

One final practice problem on Wednesday and then the Final Showdown on the following Saturday. Its a "make it or break it" thing. We go overseas to compete internationally, or we disgrace the school.

Nervous. (arrow dot arrow)


I have run out of words to say.

I have run out of motivational, emotional monologues that express my deep desires.

I do not.

Know what to do at all.

I do not know what to think at all.

I do not know what to feel.

Teach me.

Its just a matter of who is waiting for who.


Forgive me. For what I had or had not done, what I have and have not done, and what I will and will not do.

Forgive it all.

Because.

Azazyl

Stench of humanity,
The rot of those fair.
Despair!
Of lost sanity and
Dreams never there.